First meaningful post

 Hello and welcome to my website.  Yesterday I officially turned 49 years old.  I have been thinking about this day or more importantly the life I have lived so far for quite sometime now.  How I see it I have somewhere between 25 to 50 years of my life I haven't lived yet. I would also say that my adult life started when I was about 25 or a year or so after I graduated college.  So I figured  that I am half way through my adult life and I am due for a midlife crisis.  

Yes you heard me right I want to have a midlife crisis.  I'm not sure if a midlife crisis is a real thing or just something men created as an excuse forr the stupid things they do.  The basic definition of a midlife crisis is when a man of middle age has the deep desire to look at the life they lived and reflect.  They often make drastic changes without thinking of the people in their lives or the amount of money they have in their bank account.  I love my family to much to do that to them and I can't afford to be stupid with our familys money.  I want is the desire that comes with having a midlife crisis without any of the BS that will hurt me or my family's well being. I will talk more about that tomorrow and what I want from this midlife crisis.